Dispatch #4

What is time?
It’s a method of coordination.
Look at the word
co-ordin-ation
Ordinary
but also ordain.

To make plain.
to also make holy.

As a co state of being.

Both states of being. 

Both:

  • made easy to understand
    and
  • sanctified and elevated.

Not coincidentally, but co – incident – ally, the state of Colorado is also CO.
It’s also In the middle. You grew up both. A place as a state of being. Not East or West. Not Red or Blue. Not Left or Right. But both.

You grew up the middle brother.

You’ve lived in the middle generation, before there was a world wide web of connection and after there was a necessity to break away from it in order to retreat to what’s with – in, to be with Source inside yourself, to connect with-in, so that you might bring more to the world wide expanse and experience.

G: why do you sell websites but not really just websites? Why has the service part and the 1:1 relationship with builders been so much a part of what you have done? Why, as time goes on, have you continued to engage and build in that way when you know you could build much more passively? YouIwe can already answer this …

Because you want to be there in the middle, or at least it’s in your make up to see where one part is, to see where there is a gap, and to stand in the gap as a link.

You know that you’ve helped many many people by bridging the gap between what they felt within they wanted to share or build or sell, and helped them get to the tools or the systems or the language to help connect the best way for them to bring it into fruition. You’ve helped them do that by understanding their path to and via the Inter-net, or the World Wide Web… The greatest connection tool that has ever been conceived for connection between humans. A tool which has only existed for such a short time in the history of humanity and yet it’s hard for any human who has it (and has basic knowledge of how to use it) to remember a time when humans didn’t have it.

You’ve been their translator, a connection for builders to that connection, through your bridges of trust you’ve built and are building, using time and using the Internet. Time to demonstrate what you know to be true and has taken time to come to fruition.

J: “time to” here meaning that it’s now time to do that? Or “time to” meaning that’s how I’ve used time?
G: yes.
J: ok. So I’ve been a bridge and now you’re asking me to…
G: not asking. Sharing. Sometimes I ask, but mostly usually only to educe. You ask. You ask through Intention. You act through free will and choice.

You, from here, are appealed to by an idea of being “passionately alt-middle”.

You think it’s new, but you always have been.

J: So I am to still be the bridge but in a bigger way?
G: if you choose to be. Which it seems to be will be. An object in motion is a strong force in your reality.
J: and over time I’m going to be more and more of a bridge?
G: if you choose to be, but what else could be used instead of time?
J: for having an impact?
G: sure, but let’s get more into it with-in. for strengthening the individual to build the communal so that the communal may in turn continue to strengthen the individual.
J; not fully there yet or at least not right now.
G: What could be used supra-positionally to time?

J: Time is at a lower frequency vibrational state than Intention?

G:
If you wake up and reach for your phone to

  • check the time
  • check messages
  • check email
  • anything that requires your phone to be connected

It likely means that you are (and listen to the language) making time for everyone else and not *making* time for yourself.

J: This is a figure of speech, yes?

G: Only because you choose to call it a figure of speech. It is though, quite literally, what is happening. You are the maker of time.

J: But if that’s true, then what about aging? We can naturally see the flow of time in aging.

G: You see the flow of time in your bodies **as** aging. But even currently, in the timeline you are living in, you’re being shown an ever accelerating path. You’ve talked with others and they’ve experienced the same… It “seems like” time is “moving faster”. Look at this suprapositionally. You’re the observer, and the observed. You are the force making it seem that way and have been educed by externality to be reduced in your true capacity to supercede or alter time flow. Remember how when you traveled, you and C often talked about how it felt like time was rolling backwards? You made that time by making the time. And where two or more gathered…

You can live forever, like Shakespeare, like Muhammad (bless his name forever), like Jesus (and the sacred heart that lives forever), and like Marcus Aurelius, and like Socrates or Plato, and like Moses, and like Noah…

It may very well be, that in your lifetime the body will live a much longer time in years, but the body is not what you are. And you know that now in a way you didn’t during the time of disconnect.

J: yes

G: so consider what you truly are. And what is eternal is what lives on. And what is eternal is the true bridge. Your radiant energy can be such that even after the experience, regardless of the experience, you… What you really are, stays and continues to interact, as a very real experience, even after the experience you are having now as a human body has passed. And that happens even in this lifetime.

J: how do you mean?

G: How many times (note this use of times as a multiple… Occurrences are also referred to as times… Multiplication is also referred to as times, a thread for another time, but for this timeline)

J: I’m both following and getting a little lost in the weeds. Another thing we’ll come back to?

G: if you choose to. That one may be for someone else.

J: ok.

G: how many times has someone come to you to tell you about that thing you said that you don’t even remember, that they carried with them?

J: two come to mind right off though there are many othere. Nicole and my meaning of life being chips and coke that she’s carried since high school. The guy whose name I don’t even remember, who thanked me for sharing what he needed to build a web site brokerage doing almost 100m in pass-through revenue.

G: you came from energy/resonance, and left resonance with others that took nothing from your human experience, and interacted with their resonance to a level of increased vibration you could not have had doing humanly things, even if you had been doing so actively for the entire +++time+++ in between when you said or did the thing and the +time+ point that the wave returned to you as a demonstration of acting from your true Source.

the questions that started this thread as standalone that you then incorporated into the conversation but were meant to be standalone, so I/ you will put them here again.

G: what else could be used instead of time?
G: What could be used supra-positionally to time?

Haven’t you just answered those? Good job leaving your phone in airplane mode,by the way.

And now you’re remembering visiting the native American History Museum at the Smithsonians in Washington D.C. and struggling a bit because it wasn’t presented linearly, and yes, you’re correct. it would/will be easier to follow the flow on return to the museum.

J: thank you. Ok so during the last thing I/you/we said, I was thinking about the last chapter of The Singularity is Nearer and how Kurzweil lays out a case that we could live an extra year for each year that goes by.

G: yes.

J; That’s reality? Like that’s likely to happen?

G: Does it seem likely to you? Remember… Intention is resonance which mixes with all other intentions to create “reality”. And where 2 or more are gathered with common Intention, a third and more powerful mind is created. You are created by creation, as creation’s creation, to be the creation that in turn creates.

To create is clarity of thought multiplied by intensity of emotion.
This is Intention, sending a resonance, which interacts and returns with circumstance, which you then choose from.

You are literally the creator of time as you experience it.

Listen to your expressions.

You “make” time
by
“taking the time” for yourself (who’s the taker?)
And
“finding the time” (who’s finding it and what does it mean to be found)
To
“carve out a block of time” (think of Michaelangelo’s unfinished statues)
So that you can
“Have the time”.

J: doesn’t having the time mean that it’s a fixed thing that I either have or don’t have?

G: if that’s your Intention, then yes. But look at the things you can do in order to “have” the time.
You are the maker.
You are the taker.
You are the carver… But more like the sculptor.

You use all of these words and yet don’t realize that time, as you experience it, exists AS you, the creator, making it.

J: That scares me
G: why?
J: because it feels like in this model
G: it’s not a model… It’s the Truth.
J: ok. It feels like accepting this as Truth means I think of myself as more important than others or discount others or disconnect from them because we’re not all on the same page in perceiving time.
G: that’s correct. And FOR you. You said being on the same page. Picture that. What it’s like to literally be on the same page? Have you ever read a book with someone else? Think about when you’ve done that.
J: I’m a faster reader, and have been, my whole life.
G: so what happens when you try to read with them?
J: I almost always either skip ahead before they’re ready (I remember getting “in trouble” in Elementary school a lot for doing so), or have to wait at the end of a page or paragraph for them to catch up.
G: And that feels…
J: Frustrating.
G: Why?
J: because I have to get out of my own flow of thought in order for them to catch up.
G: you’re making the time for them.
J: yes, without consciously having made the decision to do so.
G: 2 concepts here
1. Is it possible that you read faster because you’re the one making the time?
J: Yes. It’s possible that I make or mark time differently inside of me and that it’s part of why I read faster.
G: if you have that in you, do you desire to use it in the way that best puts you in flow and in joy?
J: yes.
G: as a being making your own choices, will you? (Don’t answer that question, but look at the question itself. Will. Your will. Will you.)
J: as a statement. Truly aligning with my will.
G: yes.
J: Interesting. Ok. I will consider. And there’s Will again. Ok. That feels like a different thread.
G: same thread, new stitch, but yes.
J: ok. Above, you said 2 concepts. What’s the second?
G: if you are the one making time, can you choose to make time and “hold space” for someone else?
J: I can make time for someone, yes.
G: that is also literal. You are the maker, the creator, of that time. (And space, but that is res – o – lute -ly another thread.)
J: but so are they.
G: if they choose it, yes.
J: ok. So we’re literally making time, and because each of us sculpts time differently, we have to make time for each other if…
G: you don’t have to.
J: ok…I will restate… If my Intention is to have a peaceful world where people interact with each other in a caring, peaceful, and understanding way, then part of that Intentionally created world means making time to hold space for others?
G: we’ll come back to holding space, but yes, making time and sculpting time in space together (whether that’s physically together or aligned in the many ways you can vibrationally achieve resonance in and outside of space) is cruxial to that Intention.
J: and one of my skills is (and has been, for as long as I can remember) being curious about and interested in how others sculpt time for themselves and their dreams and goals.
G: you said it.
J: and in that skill is also a danger because I can neglect my ability to sculpt time for myself, to *make* time for myself, because I get so curious about how they make the time to do all the things they are able to do, or want to do, that I stop being the sculptor of my own time?
G: you said it again.
J: and that feels frustrating, but only when I make the time to give myself the gift of my own curiosity?
G: it doesn’t seem that’s what’s frustrating, does it?
J: no. It seems like something else.
G: try this on. What’s frustrating for you is when you forget it’s a choice. it feels fine when you know what choice you are making. You have a beautiful… radiant… way of making time for others, and even more holding space. You build energetic space easily, and when you choose to build space… Well, you know what that looks like.
J: I do. I know I can build energetic spheres that protect places and people and situations.
G: you know that’s a gift not everyone has, right?
J: but they could if they chose it.
G: But they won’t because they are here to resonate in other ways.
J: ok. I accept that.
G: so does it fit that the frustration isn’t that you’re working to make time to hold space for other people’s resonance to live in, but that you’re frustrated when you get so wrapped in the choice of holding space for their resonance, that it doesn’t even feel like a choice? ( And notice the language here too… Wrapped in…)
J: yes, that makes sense. Both the language and the experience of frustration. I keep coming back to this elementary school experience.
G: go on
J: I am reading ahead of the class as the other kids are reading aloud. I’m in 2nd grade and I’m like 3 pages ahead, but quietly checking back to where the class is, as it’s going to be my turn to read aloud. I would guess the teacher knows I’m doing this but I’m not getting in trouble anymore for doing this because (this is speculation) the teacher doesn’t mind as long as I start reading at the right place when it’s my turn to read aloud.

I’m then back in first grade, and I am happy each time I get to hang out with my 2nd grade reading buddy Allison Kloppel. It’s as much because she’s cute as it is because I can read aloud at my pace.

Now I’m back in 2nd grade, excited to meet my 2 pen pals from the other elementary school. No one else has 2 pen pals, but I do.

Because I like writing so much? Am I making that up? Why did I have 2 pen pals when no one else did?

I’m in 5th grade and I’m now the reading buddy for a 2nd grader, and on Fridays we go to read with them. My buddy (was his name actually Bear or was that a nickname?) reads really slowly, but I don’t mind because I’m holding space for him.
G: By choice.
J: ?
G: you don’t mind the time use… You don’t mind making time to hold space… When it’s by choice… Conscious choice. Also note the use of mind here. We will definitely come back to that

J: when it’s frustrating is when my curiosity is so powerful that it pulls me out of the power to know I’m making a choice… Or…
G: or what?
J: or when I make the choice so often to choose pursuit of money over pursuit of joy.
G: and why?
J: because the joy I would experience or could experience is the guidepost I should be…
G: don’t should on yourself
J: because Joy is heavenly and money is worldly and money brings Earthly experience which can lead to Joy. But I can instead, or in addition, focus more on the joy directly. And the more I focus on the Joy, the more I might experience heaven on Earth, and have the money as a byproduct of the joy?
G: Sounds Good (literal good) to me.
J: so other dispatches have me back at Elementary school too. How often will I be going back to elementary school to discover new learnings as an adult?
G: as often as you need to, like to, and choose to do so.

J: so you mean choosing to hold space now for the elementary school experience I had then?

G: if it brings Joy to do so, and helps create more joy, then it’s elementary, dear Jonathan.

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